Life as I Want It

With the Summer Semester ending, I am deeply saddened by a friend moving back home. She is a very great friend of mine that I will be deeply saddened with her departure. However, at least she’s only an hour drive from here and I can always visit her. But to think about it, my two of my beautiful mentors will be moving so far away from me, Costa Rica and NYC. With those three girls leaving, I come to a realization how life can be. Life moves on and we either move with it or be left behind. 

Also in less than 3 weeks, I will be moving in with one of my best friends in my life. She’s what you would call a lifelong friend. I’ve known her since 7th grade. It’s crazy right? We practically matured togher (nah, we are still pretty immature when united). I’m having this feeling in me that’s both exciting and nervousness. I guess I’m afraid of what might unfold between us two. I hope I don’t offend her in anyway because I truly love and care for her. So many feelings right now!

With the Semester ending, I am beginning to have finals anxiety. I’m determined to not fool around anymore and get on top of my game again for school. I think I’ve been too relaxed in some classes and been like WHATEVER. But in the next two weeks, I will pull myself together because I WANT TO GO TO VIETNAM AND SINGAPORE next year! I am determined to study my butt off for this, also I need to start hitting the gym again. I felt like I didn’t bulge at all from my original standing, maybe even gaining weight from all this stress :(